January 2012
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somebody mentioned my album 'contemplation through... →
finally a little bit of feedback on it!
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im in the middle of working a 12 hour shift. you should talk to me?
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You do not require anyone else's understanding but...
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thank you, universe! after getting a free meal at the cafeteria that john works at (and i used too), i was about to ask if they had any open shifts because of my financial troubles. before i was able to ask, they asked me! im so happy i still have friends working there and basically running the place as you have to have two solid shifts at least per week to be eligible to work there, but they...
ask boss for more hours due to payments and life being hard and i end up getting hours cut. that logic doesnt seem quite right and now i am also ineligible for my bridge card/food stamps/ebt. talked to the supervisor one up from the one who schedules and she will look into it. life, why do you have to get so difficult when i was doing so well? cant go a week without having life problems.
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midnight meditation
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going to try and not drink alcohol through february (unless graciously offered some). mostly for involuntary reasons, but mostly i dont want to spend my money right as i get it. getting sick of living paycheck to paycheck. good beer is too expense and id rather have nothing than shit booze.
plus, alcohol has never really helped my negative thoughts, so i would much rather just hold off now...
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looking into getting some mala beads so i can try my mind at mantra meditation. jus need the money.
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sometimes its easy to let that sad shadow of loneliness catch back up with ya.
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and editing tracks. currently listening to one of my first jams of the new year and its a 22 minute zone-ified mindscape. havent had a solid 20+ minute jam since ‘familiar presence’ off of ‘recurring dreams.’
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the only things i look forward to on the weekends are laying in bed for copious amounts of time, jamming on the ol’ roland juno, and meditating.
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after a twelve hour shift there aint much more to do than throwin on “uncle johns band” and finally breathe.
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Joyful Abandon: The Illusions of Positivity and... →
lazyyogi:
Two common traps in life are positivity and purity. These two concepts create many desires and illusions for spiritual seekers and humanity at large.
The idea of positivity is mortal. Positivity has a lifespan. It will not live forever. This is because positivity is only half of a concept….
this. being positive is something people always strive for, but you are not living in...
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really excited. mitch, chris, and i have been meeting up since last october for ritualistic burning of herbs to help blast our minds into another dimension, thus allowing for sonic visions and conjuration of immense and cosmic walls of sound. so far we have about 32 minutes worth of material and hopefully going to be looking for a home for those tracks once we get a few more slow burning tracks.
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i still have no idea what to do with my life since i had finished twin peaks.
oo forgot bout dis chillum
